English is a killer to me.

I got my Christmas gift yesterday, which is the final episode of the Shopaholic series like I always hope for.
P.S: I will upload the photos very soon.

I threw myself to my seat and starting reading it. Well, I have to admit that it isn't a very good read compared to the other episodes. Firstly, I kind of lost the situation every once and then. I bet that's because the author add in quite a couple of character at a time. The story isn't that interesting and it is starting to lose the reader's interest. Quite a major crisis pop out and Becky is still isn't growing up. It is not a light and fun read anymore. Kind of, sinking into a deeper story and much boring( I would say). Nonetheless, I am still thankful for the gift by my big sister.

Well yesterday, I got scolded by my mum for being a bookworm and being a dumb(my word) and today when I woke up she began to talk a lot( consider to me) to me. I guess she must be feeling guilty for making me depressed and all that.

Then in the afternoon, she came into my room and talk to me about the book , asking me to wrap it or she even volunteer to wrap it(rare; unbelievable !) However, I told her that I'll wrap it myself later. SKIP.

Then, mom and Carol were chatting about books. Carol, then say that if people excel in English, they will tend to read a lot of novels and own quite a lot. Which I guess she is trying to help me to convince mum that buying books are good for me. All in all, her words have press into me. Pressuring me to get good grade in English, excel in English and because I have quite an interest in English and plus all my sisters didn't get good grade for English, her hopes are higher. She even told me that it really depends on ME to achieve good grade for English.

But things isn't what she sees.

I don;t think that my English are good.Furthemore, I bet that they will scold me if I didn't get good grade even after I have brought 6 novels. The number is consider big since our family hardly buy books, we simplyy borrow from the national library.

I guess I must have jab in quite hard to the keyboard because mum came over and ask me what I am doing.

HAIZ>

Life can be so hard sometimes~

PS: I am a weirdo because I don't like to get praise because PRAISING always come with HIGH HOPE.

Always feeling much better after typing,
Alexis.